An apology

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry that I'm so selfish when it comes to you.

I'm sorry that I push you so far.

I'm sorry that I want so much from you.

I'm sorry that I feel like it's not a lot.

I'm sorry that I want you to recognize how well I behave and reward me for it.

I'm sorry I get angry when you don't.

I'm sorry that when I think of what you gave her, I hate you both.

I'm sorry that when you tell me you're thinking of leaving him that I secretly wish you would.

I'm sorry I can't be as noble and accommodating as I pretend to be.

I'm sorry I can't be a better friend.

I'm sorry that I taunt you and tease you and make you want to give me more.

I'm sorry that I almost take from you.

I'm sorry that I want you so. damn. much.

I'm sorry